It's been some time.

Was busy with playing games till I was going into college, gonna play lesser on games and do what is more important in life. Now college life starts and there's assignment to do already. Gonna go on with it. Nothing is easy, everything is hard in the beginning and it'll be easier till you try to really master and understand it.

I'm still trying to get along with people in my class. There's still lots of things on my head which is interrupting me. It's really annoying. Maybe it's gotta be hard in my Art but I'm not giving up.

Jealousy ރ

Jealousy is an emotion, and the word typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something of great personal value, particularly in reference to a human connection. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, resentment, inadequacy, helplessness and disgust. In its original meaning, jealousy is distinct from envy, though the two terms have popularly become synonymous in the English language, with jealousy now also taking on the definition originally used for envy alone.

I'm often feeling this way ❤ ރ

It's like feeling stabbed with a sword in my heart . 

• Fear of loss
• Suspicion of or anger about a perceived betrayal
• Low self-esteem and sadness over perceived loss
• Uncertainty and loneliness
• Fear of losing an important person to another
• Distrust

But jealously usually does more harm than good to relationships, and can create relationship conflict and violence.

I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING .

Imperfection .

There's no need to be perfect to inspire others . Let others get inspired by how you deal with your imperfections . Talking about people who make fun of someone .

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ?
How dare you make fun of someone for something they can't control ?

He / She has acne - Do you think she chose to have red spots all over her / his face ?
His / Her nose is big - Who cares ? Is she / he supposed to get plastic surgery ? Hmm ?
He / She has crooked teeth - I've never met someone who got braces just for fun .
He / She wears glasses - Do you think people like being half-blind ? They don't .
His / Her hair is frizzy - Some people don't like frying their hair w/ a straightener .
He's / She's not a size 0 - Oh , I'm sorry that some of us aren't afraid to eat cookies .

IMPERFECTION IS BEAUTIFUL .

TALKING ABOUT LOVE . HMM ?
LOVE MEANS that you ACCEPT A PERSON with all their
FAILURES ,
STUPIDITIES ,
UGLY POINTS ,
and nonetheless , you see
PERFECTION
in
IMPERFECTION ITSELF .

Friends ?

Why is it that people hurt each other and fight ? I still don't really know what people is thinking in their heads . After being patient and going through all the pain . Do we actually have to do this ? This is our last year of school and I don't even know if we could actually see each other again . Why not we just get along with each other ? Is it really that hard to let the past go?  What can you see from there? Why is it that people cannot forgive each other? 

Sometimes I don't tell people what's wrong because most of the time they're just being curious.
Not because they care . Sometimes we just have to think before doing something .
I've did mistakes before but could you even take chances for me to prove to you that I'm actually
a friend that cares about you ? I would take that second chance if I had one .